Remember when Vee fancied his mum?

Been such a slow morning ,I swear someones hit the pause button on my life!
Couldn't sleep last night, got SOOO much on my mind and its driving me insane, wish I had someone I could talk to about it all but I'll just keep smiling and get on with it.
Its strange how I kinda feel lost when Helen n Gemma aren't around, I spend so much time with them I think we may start discussing mortgages shortly!

Leggats coming down on Tuesday for "juice and political discussion".
Really looking forward to it, never see the guy anymore due to "bus aids" ,its a risk I'm not willing to take as everyone knows sitting on a bus for two hours gives you aids.

Oh and got my next tattoo outlined, will get a pic up when its done.

I'll finish this with one of the funniest things ever said to me.
I'm staying at my mates about to go to sleep on the couch when her mother says "if you fancy something quick and easy in the morning Dani is just upstairs"
I almost died.

Teach Me To Whisper

More and More I feel like the time I spent with nixx was more of a curse than a blessing, not that she done anything wrong...that was me.
I think I grew used to always being in a relationship and always having someone there, I simply cannot get used to being alone knowing no-one cares about me and no-one is missing me, my life used to have direction, go to college and do a course i dont enjoy, get a job i wouldnt enjoy, buy a house and marry the girl i loved...simple.
Now i wake up each day and wander through the hours until its time to sleep again.
I wish Nixx and I hadn't met until now or simply had not met.

On a lighter note I had my closest friends from around here over for 6 nights this week which was awesome! Bob and I completed all 50 waves on Horde (Woot).
The coffee took a beating though so now im back to cheap shit...those bastards!
Opted not to sleep last night as Id just sleep all day so Ill just push through and hit the bed at like 10 tonight...or 9 as Ill most likely be zombied by then!

Laptop of DOOM has decided I cannot do anything besides open Google Chrome...even then it isn't happy about it.

Evidently T.V at 7am is awful.

Think i might experiment with my look today if nothing else is going on. Helen said "see you tomorrow" when she was leaving though so heres hoping it wasnt just a goodbye and we are actually meeting up!

"I tear my heart open just to feel"

USB where u be?

Gave Helen my phone usb since i have 3 n we have the same phone coz we're cool like that...now i cant find the other two! FUCK!
Maybe she'l let me borrow hers.
Officially never buying chicken from the key store again...somethings wrong when it starts bleeding in the oven! (I just lost the game)
An ex of mine told me that she dreamt we were having freaky long haired sex the other night, makes a change from the dreams people normally have about me which generally involve rape and murder!
Oh the hot bagpipe scooter babes are on tv...
Dibs.
When the hell did it become half 5?!
Id better go get ready =D

The phone is off!

Thats right my phone is off.
Been severely neglecting this lately due to friends being over and general laziness so heres an update on life.

I wasnt single for a whole week woot...note to self dont date mates its too wierd.

Christmas was fun, was exactly how i wanted it plus an extra turkey!

New year i was ill so that fails.

Ive started playing Fallout again and now cannot sleep due to fear that the Enclave will kick my door in and my cat will be raped by a deathclaw.

Ive been wanting toast and cheese for hours now...i may have some in the morning.

Bob never said goodbye when she stayed over so technically shes living living here i suppose.

Bob owes me digs.

I reckon thats everything up until now...oh the gas guys that were coming to fix the boiler never came to fix the boiler thus the boiler remains broken and i remain bloody cold! FUCKING GAS GUYS!!!